seven weeks: hi ho hi ho

I kinda lied about the no more weekly posts – I think I’ll keep doing them.  But they won’t be the only thing I post, and I’m separating out her photos now.  And I think we’ll stick with bullet form for the weekly ones to sum things up.  I know, I know, I’m overplanning this.  But I want to be sure this blog is a lovely, well-organized chronicle of love.

So, what about this week?

  • Today is my final postpartum appointment with my midwives.  I’m kinda sad.  😦  I plan on continuing to go to their clinic for my well woman visits, so I’ll still get to see them at least once a year, but it’s still a bummer.  They were all such a huge part of my life for all of 2013, it seems so odd to be saying goodbye now.
  • Norah is doing so well!  She just hit 7 weeks today, and about a week ago, she really got the hang of smiling.  Now, she does it all the time.  I haven’t gotten a giggle out of her yet, but she does coo and make noises at me.  I never realized how good that would feel, to have your child see your face and smile.  Pardon me while my hard exterior melts slightly to reveal the marshmallow cream within.
  • Breastfeeding.  I made it through the toughest part!  I knew the first six weeks would be kinda rough, and I know that many, many women quit within that time frame.  I can’t say I blame them, it was difficult, but I never really thought of it in terms of voluntarily quitting and going to formula full time.  I was more paranoid that I’d have to supplement again or that my milk would dry up of its own volition.  Not that I have anything at all against women who formula feed.  To me, what you feed your kid is a continuation of your right to choose – nobody can tell you what to do with your body, whether it be your uterus or your boobs.  But for me, I knew the combination of the health benefits and the lovely price point of free (well, it’s free until you consider breast pads, nursing bras, milk storage bags, pump parts, etc, but still cheaper than formula) was enough to get me to try my absolute hardest.  Now I can happily say that I had a big jump in supply last week and so I’m no longer worried about having enough.  I’m actually kinda proud of myself.
  • Bottle feeds.  Norah still gets several bottle feeds a day.  Why?  Well… why the hell not?  She gets 100% breast milk, yes.  But that doesn’t mean I have to put her on the boob all the time.  I think part of the reason I have such a good attitude about breastfeeding is that I never had a big issue with pumping.  And now, even though I could nurse her 24/7 if I wanted to, I pump several times a day.  This way, she always has a bottle available for when we go out (nursing on the go is still something I’m not prepared for with her) and Merry can feed her anytime I need a break, usually in the evening.  We’ve switched to the Dr. Brown’s bottles exclusively – lots of little parts, but fewer tummy aches due to gas.
  • Boobs.  My boobs are huge.  For reals.  I didn’t know they would do this, but they got bigger AGAIN in the past couple of weeks.  I was not prepared for D cups.  I kinda hope they stick around.  😛
  • Cloth diapering is still so freaking fun I can’t stand it.  Seriously!  I love how cute they are, I love washing them and having lovely fresh diapers for her butt, I love not buying disposables.  She’s had a total of one disposable on in the past week – we don’t even put her in them for night anymore.  Now, she’s wearing a combo of prefolds, pockets and Osocozy fitteds.  She’s pretty much grown out of the newborn prefolds, so I’m using those to stuff the pockets (the microfiber inserts are not my favorite), and she wears the fitteds all the time as well.  Her Thirsties covers still fit, but we’re also able to use the Flip covers now.  I love alternating between both.
  • Thanksgiving this year was quite fun – we went to Merry’s parents early on since his mom had to leave for New York, and then went to my dad’s on the day of.  Lots of family visits.  Then, we went to the home of a family friend for one night of Hanukkah.  It’s interesting how having a baby makes you feel as if you have to make these visits and spend the time with others – it’s about them seeing the baby, yes, but also about giving her those experiences even at this young age.  Christmas is next, and I’m trying to get more motivated regarding it.
  • Nono’s 0-3 month clothes are getting tight.  I REJECT THIS.  My baby must stay tiny and cute for always GODDAMNIT.  Sigh.
  • We’re cutting the cable.  It’s been all Internet and streaming here for quite a while, and I don’t even use the DVR anymore.  The Roku is the main source of entertainment, with the Netflix and the Hulu Plus subscription.  And goddamn, cable is expensive.
  • Speaking of TV, some shows that Merry and I have been enjoying recently:  Sleepy Hollow, Brooklyn Nine-Nine, and Key & Peele.  All excellent.  When I’m on my own, though, I like to watch my British period dramas, because damnit, that’s what a former lit major should be doing.  I recently finished North & South and Wives & Daughters – I’m on an Elizabeth Gaskell kick.  It’s like discovering new Austen – very enjoyable.  I was also able to finally catch up on Call the Midwife, now that I’m no longer pregnant and paranoid about childbirth.  😛
  • I’m currently knitting mitered squares to make Norah a blanket.  Should be finished around 2025.  No, seriously… I’m only on my third square.  I need to get moving.
  • Nono sleeps through the night most of the time.  By sleeping through the night, I mean a 5-7 hour stretch, lest you think she’s going for 12 hours or some craziness like that.  But she always falls back to sleep after the first awakening, and if we don’t have to get up in the morning, I can usually get about 9 or 10 hours cumulatively.  It’s freaking fantastic.
  • GETTING to sleep – that’s a different story.  The babe doesn’t particularly like to go to bed,  even after she’s eaten a ton, so some nights are tricky.  The most recent trick we’ve come up with that seems to work like a charm so far is a combo of swaddling, bouncy chair and the white noise app on my tablet.  Now, once she gets there, she’s a great sleeper, provided she ate enough beforehand.
  • The co-sleeper pod in the middle of our bed is great.  Except it isn’t, and it’s wonderful for me, but not so great if you actually want to cuddle your husband.  😦  But at this point, the sleep is well worth it.  I usually get rid of it after the first awake period anyways to just co-sleep with the baby.  I love snuggling her like that at night, and I’d do it all the time, but I don’t really get amazing sleep when I do it.  So, it’s only for early morning dozing or naptime.

So, yes.  It pretty much goes without saying… but I love my kid.  I mean, I LOVE my kid.  More than I ever thought I could.  My family is wonderful, and being a mom is so far the best experience of my life.  My husband is a fantastic father, just like I knew he’d be.  And my little corner of the world is complete.  🙂